Tending to Past Life Fear

Coming to terms with my dissonance + reflection question for you 🪷

Content Warning: I share details of how I died in a past life, some of which are violent.

“I’m getting information about your past life, but it’s traumatic—do you want me to share?”

A trusted intuitive reader I’ve had a session with once before (in which she accurately told me, “You have a book in you,” during a time when I was just beginning to write poetry) shared that this is not my first rodeo being an activist. I’ve always been a dissonant voice; someone whose work is for the future & not always understood in the present. I’ve also always been in service of others. In a past life, I was murdered for speaking up. My throat was slashed and I was stabbed in the gut. Someone who helped murder me reincarnated with me in this current lifetime. 

I spent the following weeks in a soup of past-life exploration, both scared that my fear of violence was validated—mapped onto my soul; and also burning with curiosity. I was MURDERED?! AND I KNOW THIS BISH?!